Sunday, May 9, 2021

Who Am I?

They say that every seven years, every cell in your body regenerates itself. Essentially, your body replaces itself. You might as well say that you become someone totally different.

Sitting here today, I've done a lot of reflecting. Facebook doesn't hold the same "excitement" it used to have. I no longer look for ways to update my website. The games I used to play to pass the time are now tedious and boring.

I talk to different people...about different things than I did -- even a year ago. I feel different. I look different.

And, now, I look in the mirror and ask myself, "Who am I now?"

Some things have not changed. I still love Jesus. However, even that relationship is totally different than it was. I still want my heart's desire...however, what is meant to be is meant to be and what is not is not...and I have become accepting of that. I still love chocolate and sweet iced tea, too.

Technically, I am still the same person I have been all my life. But, I am NOT the same at all.

Today I asked myself why. Am I depressed? I don't feel depressed.

I am not sure who I am becoming, but I guess it is up to me who I end up being.

So many choices to make...

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