Sitting here today, I've done a lot of reflecting. Facebook doesn't hold the same "excitement" it used to have. I no longer look for ways to update my website. The games I used to play to pass the time are now tedious and boring.
I talk to different people...about different things than I did -- even a year ago. I feel different. I look different.
And, now, I look in the mirror and ask myself, "Who am I now?"
Some things have not changed. I still love Jesus. However, even that relationship is totally different than it was. I still want my heart's desire...however, what is meant to be is meant to be and what is not is not...and I have become accepting of that. I still love chocolate and sweet iced tea, too.
Technically, I am still the same person I have been all my life. But, I am NOT the same at all.
Today I asked myself why. Am I depressed? I don't feel depressed.
I am not sure who I am becoming, but I guess it is up to me who I end up being.
So many choices to make...