Who Am I?

They say that every seven years, every cell in your body regenerates itself. Essentially, your body replaces itself. You might as well say that you become someone totally different.

Sitting here today, I've done a lot of reflecting. Facebook doesn't hold the same "excitement" it used to have. I no longer look for ways to update my website. The games I used to play to pass the time are now tedious and boring.

I talk to different people...about different things than I did -- even a year ago. I feel different. I look different.

And, now, I look in the mirror and ask myself, "Who am I now?"

Some things have not changed. I still love Jesus. However, even that relationship is totally different than it was. I still want my heart's desire...however, what is meant to be is meant to be and what is not is not...and I have become accepting of that. I still love chocolate and sweet iced tea, too.

Technically, I am still the same person I have been all my life. But, I am NOT the same at all.

Today I asked myself why. Am I depressed? I don't feel depressed.

I am not sure who I am becoming, but I guess it is up to me who I end up being.

So many choices to make...

Day Off

Hello, World!

Today I am taking the day off.

It sucks, though. Because this is the first of the month and it is guaranteed to be busy. I could use the money.

But, God is bigger than any financial problem I have.

I need to start acknowledging that He is bigger than any "heart" problem I have as well. I know that if I do that, He will set me up there, too.

I will be out working extra hard and extra long this week. I am going to try to have enough money in my account to pay bills for a month by the end of this month.

I am still waiting on my tax refund and my retirement money.

And, I have to pay my ticket this week. I am not looking forward to that.

Today is the Sabbath. I am taking off work to rest and Honor my Father in Heaven, Hallowed be His Name!